We’re Wasting Time

The environment is reportedly going to shit all the time, as humans continue to wreck havoc upon the earth, it should be no surprise that time itself is being wasted by the majority of the population.

Look at the amount of hours people sink into video games alone. That same amount of time could have been applied to building, creating, learning, but instead humans devalue their worth shamelessly and without fail.

I’m no saint either. I’ve sunk multiple “4-year college degrees worth of time” and effort into a range of different games individually. For how much I bitch and moan about being poor and not knowing different languages, I still continually to drain away precious hours for the sake of seeing pixels on the screen move around.

What makes the awareness even more painfully difficult to cope with…

We are living in the age of AI. I could build my own League of Legends or Counter-strike using plain English.

Nothing is impossible except the human urge to procrastinate keeps everything slightly out of reach.

I myself wonder just what the fuck I am doing half the time. Like my consciousness is witnessing a nightmare, because I see myself playing these video games when in the back of my mind, I know that I could be doing something better.

And the fact is, there really is not much time left. Only a couple decades if I’m lucky to spend with my family. Every minute I waste on these god damn freaks online, is a sin, a violation, an absolute slap to the face of everything my family and ancestors have struggled for.

I have done absolutely nothing thus far with my life, except for gain a little experience here and there. None of it for show.

Things would be different if the following were true…

1. My family is 100% taken care of and want for nothing.

2. I live independently as well as am responsible for the livelihoods of multiple persons.

Until the above is resolved, I see no reason to spend even a second on anything I would consider to be “relaxation” or “off time”.

The sooner I can get it drilled deep into my subconscious, that things are not going to get better unless I proactively “brute force” things into existence. Using every fiber of being, and every ounce of will power to pour myself into the mission, completely and wholeheartedly.

Acceptable Actions

To change a man, he must be put through difficulty. Suffering, pain, hardship, these are difficulties that re-calibrate the inner workings and core of a man, nothing else. A man does not need to think, he must only do. Thinking can inhibit, delay and in many instances lead to self-deception. Thinking is the anti-thesis of action. It is the false hero in a tale of carefully chosen victories, always won by the doers.

In the course of action – does one listen, observe and ponder. Never does action require anymore than the input of a human to enable a desired outcome. Not all action is good, but all good came from action.

Should a man be living in 100% accord with his spirit, he would have undergone no less than 100 days of perfect action and participation in this world.

100 days is all it takes for a man to prove his worth to God.

100 Day Marker

In this day and age, 100 days is a long time. For things move so quickly, one can uproot and change his entire life in this time. But at the same time, 100 days is not long in the grand scheme of things.

It is the bare minimum required for absolute change, and physical/metaphysical reality to adapt to one’s personal desires and wishes. 100 days is the minimum for dreams to become real. In the course of these 100 days, there will already be signs and shifts. But the full weight, and absorption of the situation does not fully come to realization until an entire 100 day span of perfect action has occurred.

Truthfully, if one cannot perform 100 days of perfect action, than there really is no hope for the individual. Perfect action entails, absolute conviction and dedication with zero energy wasted on anything else. Time itself becomes constrained, and everything must happen perfectly, in the way it should, or else the 100 day manifestation process will become muddied, prolonged or lost altogether.

At the end of the 100 days of perfect action, it is in the best interest of the user to continue the practice of perfect action, which by this point it should have become a habit by now. And the habit is made all the more difficult to drop, once the new reality hits and everything has adapted to the new normal.

The only problem is that perfect action must be self-sustained through discipline, constant vigilance and respect to the fact, one may falter at any time. Pray, that if and when, one does fall prey to sin and the imperfect, that he is able to quickly revitalize his spirit on the spring of truth, and return back anew, ready to begin the 100 day mark of perfect action again.


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